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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 1 Feb 2010 00:50:56 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

My fault, I heard about this product on internet like a "wonder therapy" so I thought wow! and they said no side effects etc...... though now thy're saying in this E-Book which I got, the uncomfort though not dangerous, because the only hydrogen peroxide one can use is 35% FOOD-GRADE is the only one ingestable. I wouldn't lke him to suffer if not necessary.

Well, as you said probably it's best to go on without, since he seems to be ok like this. Thank you for your input E.J. Feel good to have you to talk to.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 31 Jan 2010 17:52:05 -0800

->On Mon, 1 Feb 2010 00:50:56 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Hello E.J, -> ->My fault, I heard about this product on internet like a "wonder therapy" so I thought wow! and they said no side effects etc...... though now thy're saying in this E-Book which I got, the uncomfort though not dangerous, because the only hydrogen peroxide one can use is 35% FOOD-GRADE is the only one ingestable. I wouldn't lke him to suffer if not necessary. -> ->Well, as you said probably it's best to go on without, since he seems to be ok like this. Thank you for your input E.J. Feel good to have you to talk to.

I just do not think it wise to jump into something without thoroughly understanding it. We do too much of that in life. Maybe the 35% food grade stuff is good with limited usage. If nothing else was working then anything is worth a try. But since John seems to be doing pretty good at present perhaps just keep the hydrogen peroxide therapy on the back burner for now. It might be good information in the future. I do not think you made a mistake by looking into it, I just thought you should perhaps proceed with caution {8-)

->Namaste, ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend, ej

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 1 Feb 2010 14:30:41 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

Today it's snowing here in Tokyo! Well today he had an endoscopy & they put in another stent into the bile duct. When I went to see him he was still sleepy. Not too much fever, but a bit hurting. Had a blood test. His duodenum has to open up more (they're waiting for that) & hopefully he'll be able to eat, because small sips of soup, water, & juices is not much. He looked very tired though. On Thursday or Friday they want to take an xray.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 01 Feb 2010 06:44:22 -0800

->On Mon, 1 Feb 2010 14:30:41 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Hello E.J, -> ->Today it's snowing here in Tokyo! Well today he had an endoscopy & they put in another stent into the bile duct. When I went to see him he was still sleepy. Not too much fever, but a bit hurting. Had a blood test. His duodenum has to open up more (they're waiting for that) & hopefully he'll be able to eat, because small sips of soup, water, & juices is not much. He looked very tired though. On Thursday or Friday they want to take an xray. -> ->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Yes, now the updates sound more like what might be called a 'normal' hospital visit. Very good. I am glad that John is really starting to improve and gaining some strength. Which I am sure takes a load off your mind and heart. It has not been a short battle, and it is not over yet, but the momentum of improvement is steadily overtaking the illness.

Thank you for the updates Dear Friend, Namaste, ej

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Tue, 2 Feb 2010 22:35:46 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

Today John had an xray found that his bile duct where the stent was put in is open, but the duodenum where the stent was put in one & a half weeks ago is still closed with some knots here & there which blocks the passage for the food & liquids to go into the small intestines. So whatever soup, juices, water never profited his body, because all the intake went directly into the bile duct & not to the duodenum to go to the small intestines to be processed into energy etc..... so the problem is mecanical. So now we expect the stent on the duodenum to open up so that the passage will be made.

Otherwise, he seemed to be okay today. I could see hope in his eyes. A bit of color on his face (by the way he got a bed next to the window to see outside, which he wanted so badly) though it's still in the same bedroom as before. See how God takes care of him! LOVE is always there! In every corner I see HIM there, what a wonderful experience. The acupuncture friend came to see him too, she said that he looks much better, he just got to relax & rest a bit & the duodenum stent will open. She said that his stomach,liver & pancreas area are warm so thar's a good signe. Next week she'll bring a kind of matress to put on the bed so he could have a massage. See how he's surrounded by lovely people!

In Gratitude to you & all your wonderful healers, they're really doing a good job. Please say thank you to them for me with a BIG WARM LOVING HUG TO YOU E.J & TO ALL !

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Tue, 02 Feb 2010 14:24:03 -0800

->On Tue, 2 Feb 2010 22:35:46 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Hello E.J, -> ->Today John had an xray found that his bile duct where the stent was put in is open, but the duodenum where the stent was put in one & a half weeks ago is still closed with some knots here & there which blocks the passage for the food & liquids to go into the small intestines. So whatever soup, juices, water never profited his body, because all the intake went directly into the bile duct & not to the duodenum to go to the small intestines to be processed into energy etc..... so the problem is mecanical. So now we expect the stent on the duodenum to open up so that the passage will be made.

Well, the soup must have been doing some good because he seems to be surviving quite well. Not as good as some good old fashion solid food, but surely some good {8-) Thanks for the update.

->Otherwise, he seemed to be okay today. I could see hope in his eyes. A bit of color on his face (by the way he got a bed next to the window to see outside, which he wanted so badly) though it's still in the same bedroom as before. See how God takes care of him! LOVE is always there! In every corner I see HIM there, what a wonderful experience. The acupuncture friend came to see him too, she said that he looks much better, he just got to relax & rest a bit & the duodenum stent will open. She said that his stomach,liver & pancreas area are warm so thar's a good signe. Next week she'll bring a kind of matress to put on the bed so he could have a massage. See how he's surrounded by lovely people! -> ->In Gratitude to you & all your wonderful healers, they're really doing a good job. Please say thank you to them for me with a BIG WARM LOVING HUG TO YOU E.J & TO ALL !

Yes John has many people working on his cure. As it should be. Everyone who can help should help in whatever way they can. Being who they are, doing what they do.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Be Well Dear Friend, Namaste, ej

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Subject: Updadate John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Wed, 3 Feb 2010 23:50:16 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

Today John seemed to be alright, something like yesterday. As usual he could drink his soupe & other drinks. His temperature was normal. He appreciates looking out the window & looks into his portable computer during the day. So that's a good point, thanks to all those beautiful healers out there! Please thank them for me.

Today's a cold day, coming back to where I stay(my brother's place), it was snowing...... I have to walk to the train station, take a train then take a subway, then walk to the hospital. Even under the snow, the garden at my brother's place is beautiful. The different fruit trees are starting to have buds!

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Updadate John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Wed, 03 Feb 2010 18:02:30 -0800

->On Wed, 3 Feb 2010 23:50:16 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Hello E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Today John seemed to be alright, something like yesterday. As usual he could drink his soupe & other drinks. His temperature was normal. He appreciates looking out the window & looks into his portable computer during the day. So that's a good point, thanks to all those beautiful healers out there! Please thank them for me.

As figured, he will be back to normal in no time {8-) Great news, thanks for the update.

->Today's a cold day, coming back to where I stay(my brother's place), it was snowing...... I have to walk to the train station, take a train then take a subway, then walk to the hospital. Even under the snow, the garden at my brother's place is beautiful. The different fruit trees are starting to have buds!

Other than the commuting, it sounds like a very nice place. Not much of a 'Snow Bird' though, but it is beautiful in other parts of the world {8-) Thanks for sharing this with us.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: Updadate John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Thu, 4 Feb 2010 03:40:37 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Yes, let's "figure John will be back to normal in no time" !

Me too, I'm not a "snowbird", I sort of hybernate in the room where it's warm. I used to live 6 years in Tahiti & 17 years in the Réunion Island where it's summer the whole year round & now in Perpignan=South of France where the warm sun is often there. So my body is not so used to the cold weather. Maybe you too, live in a place where it's often sunny?

Yes, commuting is not so exciting, but my mind is always eager to meet my brother & always imaging God's protection over him, that time passes in good company! I imagine you & all the healers around him smiling at him, saying "don't worry, you're in good hands".

In Grattude for keeping our communication going, it helps & means so much to me, when I talk to you it's just like talking to my inner FRIEND!

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Updadate John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Wed, 03 Feb 2010 19:23:13 -0800

->On Thu, 4 Feb 2010 03:40:37 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Yes, let's "figure John will be back to normal in no time" !

Deep Bow

->Me too, I'm not a "snowbird", I sort of hybernate in the room where it's warm. I used to live 6 years in Tahiti & 17 years in the Reunion Island where it's summer the whole year round & now in Perpignan=South of France where the warm sun is often there. So my body is not so used to the cold weather. Maybe you too, live in a place where it's often sunny?

Yes here in sunny southern California we do not see snow other than in the mountains. And the temperatures rarely get very low.

->Yes, commuting is not so exciting, but my mind is always eager to meet my brother & always imaging God's protection over him, that time passes in good company! I imagine you & all the healers around him smiling at him, saying "don't worry, you're in good hands".

Yes he is in good hands because you are tending to him. You are a magnet to helpers and spiritual people. When you got there to tend to John healers and helpers and spiritual people came around to help with John. You bring the best out of people {8-)

->In Grattude for keeping our communication going, it helps & means so much to me, when I talk to you it's just like talking to my inner FRIEND!

Well, it is helping our little community here understand what is happening with you and John and everyone there. And giving us an insight as to how wonderful and helpful people can be when it is really needed. I for one feel blessed that you have been sharing so much with us.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend, ej

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Subject: Re: Updadate John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Thu, 4 Feb 2010 07:37:14 +0100 (CET)

you wrote: > -> > ->Greetings E.J, > > Greetings Simone,

Greetings again E.J,

> > ->Yes, let's "figure John will be back to normal in no time" ! > > Deep Bow

Well somebody said FAITH moves mountains! I really do want to have that kind of faith in HIM, no matter what doctors say.

> > ->Me too, I'm not a "snowbird", I sort of hybernate in the room where it's warm. I used to live 6 years in Tahiti & 17 years in the Reunion Island where it's summer the whole year round & now in Perpignan=South of France where the warm sun is often there. So my body is not so used to the cold weather. Maybe you too, live in a place where it's often sunny? > > Yes here in sunny southern California we do not see snow other than in > the mountains. And the temperatures rarely get very low.

Nice place to live in! if it's not indiscreet where in S. Cal. ?

> > ->Yes, commuting is not so exciting, but my mind is always eager to meet my brother & always imaging God's protection over him, that time passes in good company! I imagine you & all the healers around him smiling at him, saying "don't worry, you're in good hands". > > Yes he is in good hands because you are tending to him. You are a > magnet to helpers and spiritual people. When you got there to tend to John > healers and helpers and spiritual people came around to help with John. You > bring the best out of people {8-) >

Thanks for your encouraging words. You remember before I left France, you told me not to be afraid. So I got myself together & said to myself that I should change my attide if I want to be of any help to my brother. The opposite of fear is LOVE, so I got your message & try daily to put Love with HIS help into practice. I'm sure the above of what you said comes from your advice. All those people are John's friends & there's YOU with YOUR HEALERS. My spiritual Master is here too. I asked him in my heart if he may assist me in doing the right things in my daily life here. But I don't have the chance to talk to him like I do with you. I'm sure he hears me too. So with all this help from all over, John should consciously or unconsciously feel the strong healing energy flowing into him.

> ->In Grattude for keeping our communication going, it helps & means so much to me, when I talk to you it's just like talking to my inner FRIEND! > > Well, it is helping our little community here understand what is > happening with you and John and everyone there. And giving us an insight > as to how wonderful and helpful people can be when it is really needed. I > for one feel blessed that you have been sharing so much with us.

It's also very stimulating for me to know that you & your healers are here with me, I feel stronger. And I am very lucky I can communicate with you.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Thu, 4 Feb 2010 14:51:04 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

Today John wasn't too good, every evening he asks for a pain killer ( weak one something equivalent too aspirin so he says).

Tomorrow they are going to do another endoscopy to blow some air into the duodenum duct (to widen the passage) where they already put a stent in, but up to now the passage is still too narrow. Let's hope for the best ! Everday becomes a challenge it seems. But I'm looking forward for the day he walks out of the hospital completely well !

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Updadate John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Feb 2010 06:57:34 -0800

->On Thu, 4 Feb 2010 07:37:14 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings again E.J, -> ->> ->Yes, let's "figure John will be back to normal in no time" ! ->> ->> Deep Bow -> ->Well somebody said FAITH moves mountains! I really do want to have that kind of faith in HIM, no matter what doctors say.

They say that medicine is an exact science, but there is more guesswork in it than anything. They need help a lot of the time too.

->> ->Me too, I'm not a "snowbird", I sort of hybernate in the room where it's warm. I used to live 6 years in Tahiti & 17 years in the Reunion Island where it's summer the whole year round & now in Perpignan=South of France where the warm sun is often there. So my body is not so used to the cold weather. Maybe you too, live in a place where it's often sunny? ->> ->> Yes here in sunny southern California we do not see snow other than in ->> the mountains. And the temperatures rarely get very low. -> ->Nice place to live in! if it's not indiscreet where in S. Cal. ?

Movie city USA, the big apple of the west coast, the Hollywood Los Angeles area.

->> ->Yes, commuting is not so exciting, but my mind is always eager to meet my brother & always imaging God's protection over him, that time passes in good company! I imagine you & all the healers around him smiling at him, saying "don't worry, you're in good hands". ->> ->> Yes he is in good hands because you are tending to him. You are a ->> magnet to helpers and spiritual people. When you got there to tend to John ->> healers and helpers and spiritual people came around to help with John. You ->> bring the best out of people {8-) -> ->Thanks for your encouraging words. You remember before I left France, you told me not to be afraid. So I got myself together & said to myself that I should change my attide if I want to be of any help to my brother. The opposite of fear is LOVE, so I got your message & try daily to put Love with HIS help into practice. I'm sure the above of what you said comes from your advice. ->All those people are John's friends & there's YOU with YOUR HEALERS. My spiritual Master is here too. I asked him in my heart if he may assist me in doing the right things in my daily life here. But I don't have the chance to talk to him like I do with you. I'm sure he hears me too. So with all this help from all over, John should consciously or unconsciously feel the strong healing energy flowing into him.

I am sure that John feels it even if he does not understand what he is feeling. All I wanted to say is that I do not think it could have come together like it has without your presence. I feel that your presence means more to John than anyone else who has been helping him. And I feel that helped in his healing.

->> ->In Grattude for keeping our communication going, it helps & means so much to me, when I talk to you it's just like talking to my inner FRIEND! ->> ->> Well, it is helping our little community here understand what is ->> happening with you and John and everyone there. And giving us an insight ->> as to how wonderful and helpful people can be when it is really needed. I ->> for one feel blessed that you have been sharing so much with us. -> ->It's also very stimulating for me to know that you & your healers are here with me, I feel stronger. And I am very lucky I can communicate with you.

We are a thought away. You and John are in our thoughts and heart so being in your thoughts and heart there is the connection that keeps us side by side. No matter where you go, there we are.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Feb 2010 07:04:48 -0800

->On Thu, 4 Feb 2010 14:51:04 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Hello E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Today John wasn't too good, every evening he asks for a pain killer ( weak one something equivalent too aspirin so he says).

Thanks for these updates. Yes there will be ups and downs until he gathers enough strength to walk away from that problem. But each rise in his health is greater than any upcoming downturn. So it seems that progress is being made, just not as fast as we would like {8-)

->Tomorrow they are going to do another endoscopy to blow some air into the duodenum duct (to widen the passage) where they already put a stent in, but up to now the passage is still too narrow. Let's hope for the best ! Everday becomes a challenge it seems. But I'm looking forward for the day he walks out of the hospital completely well !

As I said in an earlier response, it seems to be more guesswork than exact science in the medicine. We are all looking forward to John walking out of the hospital a cured man {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Feb 2010 00:15:24 +0100 (CET)

Hello E.J,

Wow, Hollywood, maybe you cross some movie stars from time to time ! My first visit to the U.S I went to see that place & how they made movies with all the tricks. And the the pavement where you see the hand prints of some famous movie stars. At that time my brother John was working in the S.F State Hospital, I guess they call it like that? (as a bio chemist ). He's a U.S citizen.

Yesterday John told me he volunteered for the hospital's testing. It's like a school here, & it seems this doctor is the best doing this stent stuff here in Japan,, that's why he came here, but as you say, I too have a feeling it's guessing work, & they're just practicing on him, it's a mechanical problem. The accupunture lady said that if he relaxes, if he could take a hot bath (which he cannot for the time being), the duodenum would open up naturally. He didn't want that operation as I mentioned before. They would have cut off the pancreas, the duodenum & a big part of his stomach. He told me he couldn't deal with insulalin all his life, so he did it this way. But if todays putting air into the duodenum duct doesn't work, they'll have to do a bypass from the duodenum to the small intestines, to the stomach. Let's hope it works today! This doctor told me there are two kinds of pancreas cancer one they are used to treating & what John is experiencing, it's still new to them. I guess that means he's like a "guinea pig!". Oh well, maybe it's better this way than the chemotherapy, radiation. Actually, he's just taking some nourishment via intravenous. So let's hope today's thing works. And the doctor will guess right this time, or by chance maybe it's already opened, who knows? Maybe, if we ask HIM to help the doctor guess right ?

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 04 Feb 2010 19:00:40 -0800

->On Fri, 5 Feb 2010 00:15:24 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Hello E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Wow, Hollywood, maybe you cross some movie stars from time to time ! My first visit to the U.S I went to see that place & how they made movies with all the tricks. And the the pavement where you see the hand prints of some famous movie stars. At that time my brother John was working in the S.F State Hospital, I guess they call it like that? (as a bio chemist ). He's a U.S citizen.

So... John has been around {8-)

->Yesterday John told me he volunteered for the hospital's testing. It's like a school here, & it seems this doctor is the best doing this stent stuff here in Japan,, that's why he came here, but as you say, I too have a feeling it's guessing work, & they're just practicing on him, it's a mechanical problem. The accupunture lady said that if he relaxes, if he could take a hot bath (which he cannot for the time being), the duodenum would open up naturally. He didn't want that operation as I mentioned before. They would have cut off the pancreas, the duodenum & a big part of his stomach. He told me he couldn't deal with insulalin all his life, so he did it this way. But if todays putting air into the duodenum duct doesn't work, they'll have to do a bypass from the duodenum to the small intestines, to the stomach. Let's hope it works today! This doctor told me there are two kinds of pancreas cancer one they are used to treating & what John is experiencing, it's still new to them. I guess ->that means he's like a "guinea pig!". Oh well, maybe it's better this way than the chemotherapy, radiation. Actually, he's just taking some nourishment via intravenous. So let's hope today's thing works. And the doctor will guess right this time, or by chance maybe it's already opened, who knows? Maybe, if we ask HIM to help the doctor guess right ?

Yes we all are pulling for the best for John. From what I have been able to gather anything would be better than chemotherapy. Thank you for this update.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Metta, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Feb 2010 16:23:53 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Well It's just me guessing that chemotherapy should be harmful (but maybe that's good for him?), but I'm very ignorant in the matter.

Today they did another Endoscopy= tubes going through the mouth with a camera + plus all the tools necessary to do what's necessary.

John was very, very sad & down hearted, because he expected that his duodenum would be opened. They blew air into the duodenum where they placed the stent in. The doctor said that when they blew air into it the stent & duodenum got to the right size, but when they stopped, the duodenum shrunk in vain. So now they have two choices. Either they continue, lesson the size of the hole in the bile duct so that the liquide will eventually flow through the duodenum side ( but that doesn't mean the passage would be big enough to let the food pass? (that's me guessing), or second choice, operate & allow the surgeons to make a bypass between the small intestines & the stomach( don't know if that would be the good choice). John has the weekend to make his choice. So now we don't know what's best for him, doctor thinks maybe the bypass? But she's gurssing too? as you said. So you see what's the right answer, we don't know?

Sorry for this kind of news.

Namaste, Simone

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 05 Feb 2010 10:15:28 -0800

->On Fri, 5 Feb 2010 16:23:53 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,

Namaste Dear Friend,

->Well It's just me guessing that chemotherapy should be harmful (but maybe that's good for him?), but I'm very ignorant in the matter.

I am sure that chemotherapy has its good points and helps and even cures. But from what I have seen it does as much damage as it does good in way too many cases.

->Today they did another Endoscopy= tubes going through the mouth with a camera + plus all the tools necessary to do what's necessary.

An ordeal for John to be sure.

->John was very, very sad & down hearted, because he expected that his duodenum would be opened. They blew air into the duodenum where they placed the stent in. The doctor said that when they blew air into it the stent & duodenum got to the right size, but when they stopped, the duodenum shrunk in vain. So now they have two choices. Either they continue, lesson the size of the hole in the bile duct so that the liquide will eventually flow through the duodenum side ( but that doesn't mean the passage would be big enough to let the food pass? (that's me guessing), or second choice, operate & allow the surgeons to make a bypass between the small intestines & the stomach( don't know if that would be the good choice). John has the weekend to make his choice. So now we don't know what's best for him, doctor thinks maybe the bypass? But she's gurssing too? as you said. So you see what's the right answer, we don't know?

You both should be gathering a mountain of information so John can make an informed decision. Some times the lesser of two evils is the best we can do, but at least we can be informed about it. Thus we can prepare ourselves for what we are in for. The more informed about any give choice the better chance we have of making the best choice. In fact once we get really informed about anything we realize that there really are no choices. Well informed we realize that there is only one thing to do, so that is not a choice. That is why I stress to get really informed about what the doctors offer. Being well informed John will know what has to be done. That way neither he nor you will have to stress about making some choice.

->Sorry for this kind of news.

We want to be updated, good or bad or indifferent. So thank you for keeping us updated.

->Namaste, ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 5 Feb 2010 23:57:06 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

> > I am sure that chemotherapy has its good points and helps and even > cures. But from what I have seen it does as much damage as it does good in a > way too many cases.

For the time being they don't talk about chemotherapy, he's not getting any medecine, they're just concentrating on fixing the mechanical side of his body, but he's actually fedup expecting the stent to open up & nothing happens! Yes, it's an ordeal for John. Plus the fact he had to take care of his teaching stuff & every once in a while the hospital ask big sum of money to pay every once in awhile before he gets refunded a certain percent of the total. I told him not to worry too much, he's a bit stressed up & it's been so long I haven't seen a smile on his face. Recently I had an old house I had in common with my former husband (father of my three grownup children), so I get half of the sale. So I intend to help my brother with that money, so I told him not to worry too much for the payment of hospitilisation. He helped me out when I needed a big sum to pay for buying up my share of my parent's house (a heritage I had in common with my two brothers, I paid one brother but my other brother John I only paid half of his share & the other half he just said "forget it", so you see what a generous person he is!) where I live in France, so I told him it's my turn to reciprocate. Actually, it's just giving him back the money he helped me out with a few years ago. The health insurance is not so good here in Japan. So he also has things like that to worry about & the fact of keeping his job (last week he finished correcting piles of copies of students work, since he's been hospitalised during university holidays untill beginning of April, he gets phone calls from his jobs to take care of)+ his health. So it's not easy for him with all these worries. Sorry to talk about all this, but if I told you, it's just for you to have a clear picture of what's going on in John's mind, at least that's what I think? Because I'd love to see him relaxed with a smile on his face ! But not easy at this moment.

> > ->Today they did another Endoscopy= tubes going through the mouth with a camera + plus all the tools necessary to do what's necessary. > > An ordeal for John to be sure. > > ->John was very, very sad & down hearted, because he expected that his duodenum would be opened. They blew air into the duodenum where they placed the stent in. The doctor said that when they blew air into it the stent & duodenum got to the right size, but when they stopped, the duodenum shrunk in vain. So now they have two choices. Either they continue, lesson the size of the hole in the bile duct so that the liquide will eventually flow through the duodenum side ( but that doesn't mean the passage would be big enough to let the food pass? (that's me guessing), or second choice, operate & allow the surgeons to make a bypass between the small intestines & the stomach( don't know if that would be the good choice). John has the weekend to make his choice. So now we don't know what's best for him, doctor thinks maybe the bypass? But she's gurssing too? as you said. So you see what's the right answer, we don't know? > > You both should be gathering a mountain of information so John can > make an informed decision.

In this case I'm not a doctor, I don't know where to get it? On internet? but how to know what's best if even doctors are playing a guessing game here? but this doctor here thinks maybe the bypass might help. Anyway he has the weekend to make his decision.

Some times the lesser of two evils is the best > we can do, but at least we can be informed about it. Thus we can prepare > ourselves for what we are in for. The more informed about any give choice > the better chance we have of making the best choice. In fact once we get > really informed about anything we realize that there really are no choices. > Well informed we realize that there is only one thing to do, so that is not > a choice. That is why I stress to get really informed about what the > doctors offer. Being well informed John will know what has to be done. > That way neither he nor you will have to stress about making some choice. >

I only can ask HIM to help me get the right information, meaning to be well guided. Who? Where? How?

I know that's another challenge in life, but somewhere I heard that we never get more than we can, so. I feel like Ajurna with Krishna. Ajurna asking Krishna "what to do next, to conquer this situation?". I guess, we are here to learn & put into practice in our daily life HIS teachings. But you know I feel like a student who's a bit stupid & need to be pinpointed to know what's the next step? You know I'm reading your teachings you send me regularly, for which I'm very grateful. I sincerely wish to win the battle of my own life, doing, going on the road towards where HE planned for me. Meaning towards the Light, & I'm very conscious you're a GREAT HELP along the way.......Godsent. Remember, you told me one day if I accepted to hear some unpleasant things if necessary & I said YES, because I knew it's necessary if I sincerely want to accomplish what my soul came on this earth for in this lifespan.

> ->Sorry for this kind of news. > > We want to be updated, good or bad or indifferent. So thank you for > keeping us updated. >

It's understood, I'll continue as promised to give you the updates as clearly, as sincerely as I can. That's why I give you a lot of details, as to the why's of our thoughts & feelings for you to better understand where we are. Again, & again thank you & your healers for all the help.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 05 Feb 2010 18:17:30 -0800

->On Fri, 5 Feb 2010 23:57:06 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->For the time being they don't talk about chemotherapy, he's not getting any medecine, they're just concentrating on fixing the mechanical side of his body, but he's actually fedup expecting the stent to open up & nothing happens! Yes, it's an ordeal for John. Plus the fact he had to take care of his teaching stuff & every once in a while the hospital ask big sum of money to pay every once in awhile before he gets refunded a certain percent of the total. I told him not to worry too much, he's a bit stressed up & it's been so long I haven't seen a smile on his face. Recently I had an old house I had in common with my former husband (father of my three grownup children), so I get half of the sale. So I intend to help my brother with that money, so I told him not to worry too much for the payment of hospitilisation. He helped me out when I needed a big sum to pay for buying up my share of my parent's house (a heritage I had in common with my two brothers, I paid one brother but my other ->brother John I only paid half of his share & the other half he just said "forget it", so you see what a generous person he is!) where I live in France, so I told him it's my turn to reciprocate. Actually, it's just giving him back the money he helped me out with a few years ago. The health insurance is not so good here in Japan. ->So he also has things like that to worry about & the fact of keeping his job (last week he finished correcting piles of copies of students work, since he's been hospitalised during university holidays untill beginning of April, he gets phone calls from his jobs to take care of)+ his health. So it's not easy for him with all these worries. Sorry to talk about all this, but if I told you, it's just for you to have a clear picture of what's going on in John's mind, at least that's what I think? Because I'd love to see him relaxed with a smile on his face ! But not easy at this moment.

Yes John has a lot on his plate (conceptually speaking). But stress should not be an option. Stress kills, literally. Besides, one can not think clearly or sort things out under stress. Many people work well under pressure but no one works very well under stress. We must remain cool and calm under any pressure, then when informed we can see the obvious solution to any situation. I am sure that it is not easy for John to relax and look at his situation objectively as a third party. But when he can it will reduce the stress. When he can remove himself from the situation he will be able to function better in the situation. He is so close to the situation that it is hard to see its solution clearly.

->In this case I'm not a doctor, I don't know where to get it? On internet? but how to know what's best if even doctors are playing a guessing game here? but this doctor here thinks maybe the bypass might help. Anyway he has the weekend to make his decision.

Yes you can get a lot of information through Internet searches. Also surely the hospital has recourses for gathering information too, or where John teaches. Instead of spending the weekend stressing one could be searching and reading. Who knows, it might be good medicine just to get away into cyber space {8-)

->I only can ask HIM to help me get the right information, meaning to be well guided. Who? Where? How?

Yes I am sure John would be a good resource as well and be more familiar with the type of information needed. He would make a good pointer. Pointers, they are wonderful things, when we look.

->I know that's another challenge in life, but somewhere I heard that we never get more than we can, so. I feel like Ajurna with Krishna. Ajurna asking Krishna "what to do next, to conquer this situation?". I guess, we are here to learn & put into practice in our daily life HIS teachings. But you know I feel like a student who's a bit stupid & need to be pinpointed to know what's the next step? You know I'm reading your teachings you send me regularly, for which I'm very grateful. I sincerely wish to win the battle of my own life, doing, going on the road towards where HE planned for me. Meaning towards the Light, & I'm very conscious you're a GREAT HELP along the way.......Godsent. Remember, you told me one day if I accepted to hear some unpleasant things if necessary & I said YES, because I knew it's necessary if I sincerely want to accomplish what my soul came on this earth for in this lifespan.

Basically in a real sense Krishna told Arjuna to look at the situation as a third party bystander so he could see the solution clearly. We have to step back away from any given situation to get more of a whole picture of things. In the bigger picture it is easier to see solutions to situations. When we are too bound up in the situation we fail to see the bigger picture. That was how Arjuna was able to conquer all of his battles, he realized that he was the solution because he had no connection to the problem. When we believe that we are connected in some way to the problem (not a third party bystander) then we can not see any solution. When we step back and remove ourselves from any given problem or situation then we can be the solution. We can be the solution in that we can objectively look at the situation and inform ourselves to see the obvious solution.

->It's understood, I'll continue as promised to give you the updates as clearly, as sincerely as I can. That's why I give you a lot of details, as to the why's of our thoughts & feelings for you to better understand where we are. Again, & again thank you & your healers for all the help.

Hallelujah... yes keep us informed, with all the exciting details. What would caring people do if they did not have anyone to care about? They would be lost {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Sat, 6 Feb 2010 05:53:05 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Just to answer you below.

> Message du 06/02/10 03:18 > De : "E.J." > A : "Let There Be Light -- Always In All Ways" > Copie à : > Objet : Re: Update John > > > ->On Fri, 5 Feb 2010 23:57:06 +0100 (), you wrote: > ->Greetings E.J, > > Greetings Simone, > > ->For the time being they don't talk about chemotherapy, he's not getting any medecine, they're just concentrating on fixing the mechanical side of his body, but he's actually fedup expecting the stent to open up & nothing happens! Yes, it's an ordeal for John. Plus the fact he had to take care of his teaching stuff & every once in a while the hospital ask big sum of money to pay every once in awhile before he gets refunded a certain percent of the total. I told him not to worry too much, he's a bit stressed up & it's been so long I haven't seen a smile on his face. Recently I had an old house I had in common with my former husband (father of my three grownup children), so I get half of the sale. So I intend to help my brother with that money, so I told him not to worry too much for the payment of hospitilisation. He helped me out when I needed a big sum to pay for buying up my share of my parent's house (a heritage I had in common with my two brothers, I paid one brother but > my > other > ->brother John I only paid half of his share & the other half he just said "forget it", so you see what a generous person he is!) where I live in France, so I told him it's my turn to reciprocate. Actually, it's just giving him back the money he helped me out with a few years ago. The health insurance is not so good here in Japan. > ->So he also has things like that to worry about & the fact of keeping his job (last week he finished correcting piles of copies of students work, since he's been hospitalised during university holidays untill beginning of April, he gets phone calls from his jobs to take care of)+ his health. So it's not easy for him with all these worries. Sorry to talk about all this, but if I told you, it's just for you to have a clear picture of what's going on in John's mind, at least that's what I think? Because I'd love to see him relaxed with a smile on his face ! But not easy at this moment. > > Yes John has a lot on his plate (conceptually speaking). But stress > should not be an option. Stress kills, literally. Besides, one can not > think clearly or sort things out under stress. Many people work well under > pressure but no one works very well under stress. We must remain cool and > calm under any pressure, then when informed we can see the obvious solution > to any situation. I am sure that it is not easy for John to relax and look > at his situation objectively as a third party. But when he can it will > reduce the stress. When he can remove himself from the situation he will > be able to function better in the situation. He is so close to the > situation that it is hard to see its solution clearly.

I understand that it is not easy to relax & see things as a third partly & be stressless. I once advised him to do so & he answered "it's easier said than done". What can I say? > > ->In this case I'm not a doctor, I don't know where to get it? On internet? but how to know what's best if even doctors are playing a guessing game here? but this doctor here thinks maybe the bypass might help. Anyway he has the weekend to make his decision. > > Yes you can get a lot of information through Internet searches. Also > surely the hospital has recourses for gathering information too, or where > John teaches. Instead of spending the weekend stressing one could be > searching and reading. Who knows, it might be good medicine just to get > away into cyber space {8-)

Trying to on my end, but for the time being? > > ->I only can ask HIM to help me get the right information, meaning to be well guided. Who? Where? How?

When I refered to HIM I meant Krishna = God > > Yes I am sure John would be a good resource as well and be more > familiar with the type of information needed. He would make a good > pointer. Pointers, they are wonderful things, when we look.

I do try to ask him sometimes, but he's tired so I leave him alone. Yesterday when the doctor came to explain the two options, John thinks the bypass could be the solution, because he waited for a month now & the expected solution didn't come so...... Anyway the plastic stents won't last long, because infection will eventually occur & they'll have to change it regularly, so even with a bypass there are many risks. So I believe the only true chance he has is a miracle from Heaven! the other things don't last long or just some more complications? Just my guess. I was reading some internet info.

> > ->I know that's another challenge in life, but somewhere I heard that we never get more than we can, so. I feel like Ajurna with Krishna. Ajurna asking Krishna "what to do next, to conquer this situation?". I guess, we are here to learn & put into practice in our daily life HIS teachings. But you know I feel like a student who's a bit stupid & need to be pinpointed to know what's the next step? You know I'm reading your teachings you send me regularly, for which I'm very grateful. I sincerely wish to win the battle of my own life, doing, going on the road towards where HE planned for me. Meaning towards the Light, & I'm very conscious you're a GREAT HELP along the way.......Godsent. Remember, you told me one day if I accepted to hear some unpleasant things if necessary & I said YES, because I knew it's necessary if I sincerely want to accomplish what my soul came on this earth for in this lifespan. > > Basically in a real sense Krishna told Arjuna to look at the situation > as a third party bystander so he could see the solution clearly. We have > to step back away from any given situation to get more of a whole picture > of things. In the bigger picture it is easier to see solutions to > situations. When we are too bound up in the situation we fail to see the > bigger picture. That was how Arjuna was able to conquer all of his > battles, he realized that he was the solution because he had no connection > to the problem. When we believe that we are connected in some way to the > problem (not a third party bystander) then we can not see any solution. > When we step back and remove ourselves from any given problem or situation > then we can be the solution. We can be the solution in that we can > objectively look at the situation and inform ourselves to see the obvious > solution.

That's the way one goes about in meditation. Not to attach oneself to the situation but be the observer "third party bystander" of the situation. Between two thoughts there's a space & in that space the answer comes/or things happen. That's the inner journey. Not easy to realise. Another challenge. I am not so good at that . And for John I don't know? BUT I know that's the only real solution. > > ->It's understood, I'll continue as promised to give you the updates as clearly, as sincerely as I can. That's why I give you a lot of details, as to the why's of our thoughts & feelings for you to better understand where we are. Again, & again thank you & your healers for all the help. > > Hallelujah... yes keep us informed, with all the exciting details. > What would caring people do if they did not have anyone to care about? They > would be lost {8-)

Thank you E.J for your LOVING WORDS of encouragement !

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 05 Feb 2010 21:42:47 -0800

->On Sat, 6 Feb 2010 05:53:05 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, ->Just to answer you below. -> ->> Yes John has a lot on his plate (conceptually speaking). But stress ->> should not be an option. Stress kills, literally. Besides, one can not ->> think clearly or sort things out under stress. Many people work well under ->> pressure but no one works very well under stress. We must remain cool and ->> calm under any pressure, then when informed we can see the obvious solution ->> to any situation. I am sure that it is not easy for John to relax and look ->> at his situation objectively as a third party. But when he can it will ->> reduce the stress. When he can remove himself from the situation he will ->> be able to function better in the situation. He is so close to the ->> situation that it is hard to see its solution clearly. -> ->I understand that it is not easy to relax & see things as a third partly & be stressless. I once advised him to do so & he answered "it's easier said than done". What can I say?

Roaring Laughter Yes everything is "easier said than done" to be sure. Does anyone think that true practice is easy? If it comes easy it most likely isn't worth anything. It is when we have to work for it, and get to feel that sense of accomplishment, that it is worth a lot to us. Dismissing it with "it's easier said than done" is pretty easy. But there is no quick fix. I wonder what peace of mind is worth? I wonder what a stress-fee life is worth? There is not enough money in the world to buy either, but is free for those who give themselves to it. We work for a lot of things in life, peace of mind and stress-less-ness is just another of those things we have to work for. Oddly people work very hard for 'things', but won't lift a finger to get rid of the causes of their suffering. I guess it reveals what is worth most to people. It is easy to give someone dying of thirst a cool refreshing class of water, but it can be impossible to get them to take a drink. Go figure...

->> Yes you can get a lot of information through Internet searches. Also ->> surely the hospital has recourses for gathering information too, or where ->> John teaches. Instead of spending the weekend stressing one could be ->> searching and reading. Who knows, it might be good medicine just to get ->> away into cyber space {8-) -> ->Trying to on my end, but for the time being?

Seems that "trying to" is the time being {8-) All we can do is work at it and hope that plenty of information pops up.

->> ->I only can ask HIM to help me get the right information, meaning to be well guided. Who? Where? How? -> ->When I refered to HIM I meant Krishna = God

Yes I understand that Dear Friend.

->> Yes I am sure John would be a good resource as well and be more ->> familiar with the type of information needed. He would make a good ->> pointer. Pointers, they are wonderful things, when we look. -> ->I do try to ask him sometimes, but he's tired so I leave him alone. Yesterday when the doctor came to explain the two options, John thinks the bypass could be the solution, because he waited for a month now & the expected solution didn't come so...... ->Anyway the plastic stents won't last long, because infection will eventually occur & they'll have to change it regularly, so even with a bypass there are many risks. So I believe the only true chance he has is a miracle from Heaven! the other things don't last long or just some more complications? Just my guess. I was reading some internet info.

John most likely has the right solution. If he feels good with it then that must be the best solution for him to him. I was just pointing out that it can be hazardous to go about life without being informed about the choices we make in life. The one he feels best with will be the one that most likely has the best chance because I assume he believes in it. But he physical realm is quite frail so added information can not hurt {8-)

->> Basically in a real sense Krishna told Arjuna to look at the situation ->> as a third party bystander so he could see the solution clearly. We have ->> to step back away from any given situation to get more of a whole picture ->> of things. In the bigger picture it is easier to see solutions to ->> situations. When we are too bound up in the situation we fail to see the ->> bigger picture. That was how Arjuna was able to conquer all of his ->> battles, he realized that he was the solution because he had no connection ->> to the problem. When we believe that we are connected in some way to the ->> problem (not a third party bystander) then we can not see any solution. ->> When we step back and remove ourselves from any given problem or situation ->> then we can be the solution. We can be the solution in that we can ->> objectively look at the situation and inform ourselves to see the obvious ->> solution. -> ->That's the way one goes about in meditation. Not to attach oneself to the situation but be the observer "third party bystander" of the situation. Between two thoughts there's a space & in that space the answer comes/or things happen. That's the inner journey. Not easy to realise. Another challenge. I am not so good at that . And for John I don't know? BUT I know that's the only real solution.

Deep Bow

->Thank you E.J for your LOVING WORDS of encouragement !

We all have to stick together. We all have to be support for each other. We are all in the same human family. We are stuck with each other so we may as well make the best of it {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Be Well and Mindful Dear Friend, Metta, ej

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Sun, 7 Feb 2010 01:16:48 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Today John's young wife's parent's & younger came to see him from somewhere south of Japan, but they had to take a plane down. They stayed 3 days& leaving today. We had dinner out, first time meeting them. Well my japanese language is comming back little by little, since nobody here speaks english nor french so that's how I get to practice a language I never use when I'm out of the country. So my japanese is quite rudimentary, but the essential is to communicate.

So today, John tried his best to be nice to everybody, though he told me he felt pain at one time. He told his wife to tell the hospital staff that he prefers to get that bypass, though I didn't get to talk to him alone, so I'll continue looking for information through inernet & see what happens. He also told me that they put in some metal stent that'll last 10yrs. & by then they might come up with somethibg new.

Yesterday he said that since a month he was expecting a good result, but that didn't happen, so the next best thing probably might be the bypass, according to him, I guess? They're not cutting anything, but just putting a sort of connection between the stomach & small intestine. That might take over two hours I guess.

I'm comming back to our talk below (that's why I left the message). If I understand your message, it's find a way to get John to understand that he'll have to be in a serene state of mind if he wants things to happen positively for him. If not all the good vibes healers are sending to him will be blocked.

Namaste,

Simone,

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sat, 06 Feb 2010 16:59:47 -0800

->On Sun, 7 Feb 2010 01:16:48 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, -> ->Today John's young wife's parent's & younger came to see him from somewhere south of Japan, but they had to take a plane down. They stayed 3 days& leaving today. We had dinner out, first time meeting them. Well my japanese language is comming back little by little, since nobody here speaks english nor french so that's how I get to practice a language I never use when I'm out of the country. So my japanese is quite rudimentary, but the essential is to communicate.

You are a girl of many skills Simone {8-)

->So today, John tried his best to be nice to everybody, though he told me he felt pain at one time. He told his wife to tell the hospital staff that he prefers to get that bypass, though I didn't get to talk to him alone, so I'll continue looking for information through inernet & see what happens. He also told me that they put in some metal stent that'll last 10yrs. & by then they might come up with somethibg new.

If it lasts 10 years that will be good indeed. As I have said, if John feels good with the bypass then that is most likely the route to take.

->Yesterday he said that since a month he was expecting a good result, but that didn't happen, so the next best thing probably might be the bypass, according to him, I guess? They're not cutting anything, but just putting a sort of connection between the stomach & small intestine. That might take over two hours I guess.

Yes I am sure that it is frustrating for John to go through a month in the hospital with no real signs of a breakthrough in solving his medical problems. So he is obviously taking what he feels is the best course for him. That is good. Keep us updated.

->I'm comming back to our talk below (that's why I left the message). If I understand your message, it's find a way to get John to understand that he'll have to be in a serene state of mind if he wants things to happen positively for him. If not all the good vibes healers are sending to him will be blocked.

Sorry I was not clear. What I was saying was that if John can be serene and objective about his situation then he will see clearer than if he is stressed. John will not be blocking any healing energy sent to him no matter what he does. Healing energy is positive energy so will naturally flow to illness (which is negative energy).

->Namaste, -> -> ->Simone,

Namaste, ej

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 8 Feb 2010 04:24:17 +0100 (CET)

GREETINGS E.J,

Today Sunday I was invited by the nextdoor lady like last week to her temple, a very big & modern temple as they call it, but it has nothing to do with the olden days temple you see in movies. They call the founder their spiritual master & his teachings of Bouddha is universal . Amongst the many teachings, there's a section called spiritual healing. So she took me there to pray together & ask for a healing for John. She wrote whatever is being asked on paper & I signed it, put it in an envelop & on a tray like others did too. The priest (as they called the person) who did the rituals prayed out aloud & everyone participated, it was very vibrant, I could even feel it passing through the crown chakra & into my whole body. After the ceremony, the priest came to tallk to us. Then later when we had lunch, he joined us at table to continue our conversation.

Then, she took me to another affiliated temple, just as modern, to see a live show-lecture of the spiritual master. The topic was on the future society of tomorrow, on Faith & Courage. After the lecture there was a Question-Answer moment. During all that time, I could feel tremendous vibration moving towards & in me. Very nice experience. After that, we were invited to have tea/coffee/ cookies & meet people if we wished. There a man who takes a very active part in that group(someone very close to the spiritual master, the lady explained) talked with us for more than two hours in english. He went to the States to study & today works for Disney. Very interesting to talk to.

After that we both went to see John & she being a healer did her thing & left. I stayed awhile with my brother. He had a little fever today 37° C , his kidneys were hurting ( his kidneys over working I guess) because he urinates too often due to the intravenous tubes nourishing him + he drinks liquids, but a lot goes into the bag which is connected to the bile duct. He looks a bit tired though.

How to get him into a serene state? Again I'm coming back to the same question, since I think it's important. Probably the key word is ACCEPTANCE. Accepting to die & for me too, to accept his eventual death (because how I feel,my attitude, he may feel), even if it may not happen. But how to tell/talk to him about this delicate subject, he may go back to negative thoughts? I tried so hard to give him hope to live. What is the right thing to do for his own good?

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 07 Feb 2010 20:49:05 -0800

->On Mon, 8 Feb 2010 04:24:17 +0100 (), you wrote: ->GREETINGS E.J,

Namaste Simone,

->Today Sunday I was invited by the nextdoor lady like last week to her temple, a very big & modern temple as they call it, but it has nothing to do with the olden days temple you see in movies. They call the founder their spiritual master & his teachings of Bouddha is universal . Amongst the many teachings, there's a section called spiritual healing. So she took me there to pray together & ask for a healing for John. She wrote whatever is being asked on paper & I signed it, put it in an envelop & on a tray like others did too. The priest (as they called the person) who did the rituals prayed out aloud & everyone participated, it was very vibrant, I could even feel it passing through the crown chakra & into my whole body. After the ceremony, the priest came to tallk to us. Then later when we had lunch, he joined us at table to continue our conversation. -> ->Then, she took me to another affiliated temple, just as modern, to see a live show-lecture of the spiritual master. The topic was on the future society of tomorrow, on Faith & Courage. After the lecture there was a Question-Answer moment. During all that time, I could feel tremendous vibration moving towards & in me. Very nice experience. After that, we were invited to have tea/coffee/ cookies & meet people if we wished. There a man who takes a very active part in that group(someone very close to the spiritual master, the lady explained) talked with us for more than two hours in english. He went to the States to study & today works for Disney. Very interesting to talk to.

Very nice outings, thank you for sharing that {8-)

->After that we both went to see John & she being a healer did her thing & left. I stayed awhile with my brother. He had a little fever today 37 C , his kidneys were hurting ( his kidneys over working I guess) because he urinates too often due to the intravenous tubes nourishing him + he drinks liquids, but a lot goes into the bag which is connected to the bile duct. He looks a bit tired though.

Thank you for the update. John has a lot going for him and a lot of healers working on him so I think he will be okay.

->How to get him into a serene state? Again I'm coming back to the same question, since I think it's important. Probably the key word is ACCEPTANCE. Accepting to die & for me too, to accept his eventual death (because how I feel,my attitude, he may feel), even if it may not happen. But how to tell/talk to him about this delicate subject, he may go back to negative thoughts? I tried so hard to give him hope to live. What is the right thing to do for his own good?

There are a lot of natural occurrences that we have to accept about life, and of course death is one of them. But being serene does not have to be so complicated. It is really a simple matter of 'letting go'. Not letting go of life but rather letting go of worries, letting go of preconceptions, letting go of self importance. Letting go of anything that is not the Present Moment. Live life as though there is no tomorrow, and savor every Moment as though it is going to last forever. And don't look back. Let go of past failings and wishful thinking about the future. BEing Present and in awe about the awesome experience would put anyone in a state of serenity. He really just has to let go of anything that is not part of his healing, he worries too much about too much. Now is not the time to worry because that is just making him feel worse, now is the time to dwell in the Moment at hand so he can help guide his healing. Worrying about all the myriad things he worries about that have nothing to do with his illness just distracts him from helping to heal himself. "Heal thyself," Jesus said. Let go and concentrate on NOW. He will be a heck of a lot more serene than he is now {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Be well and Mindful Dear Friend, Metta, ej

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Tue, 9 Feb 2010 05:38:02 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Today John was feeling cold, had 37°C , his body was a bit painful....... kidneys, gas pains, duodenum & bile. The accupuncture lady came massaged his feet, & asked for a water bottle to warm him up.

On Tuesday they're going to do a sort of IRM, where they put you in a kind of tunnel & check on each part (cut up images) of the body. Then on wednesday, they're going to explain about the bypass operation. On Friday the operation will take place.

So that's it, hopefully the choice made is the best choice in accordance with HIS WILL. My sincere prayer is that he'll recover soon.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 08 Feb 2010 21:08:28 -0800

->On Tue, 9 Feb 2010 05:38:02 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Thanks for the update Simone,

->Today John was feeling cold, had 37 C , his body was a bit painful....... kidneys, gas pains, duodenum & bile. The accupuncture lady came massaged his feet, & asked for a water bottle to warm him up. -> ->On Tuesday they're going to do a sort of IRM, where they put you in a kind of tunnel & check on each part (cut up images) of the body. Then on wednesday, they're going to explain about the bypass operation. ->On Friday the operation will take place.

Strong fellow, John. He seems to keep the illness at bay with intestinal fortitude and healing energy. I am sure that John will pull through the operation in flying colors.

->So that's it, hopefully the choice made is the best choice in accordance with HIS WILL. My sincere prayer is that he'll recover soon.

Everyone here and in Japan are pouring the healing energy John's way. And I am sure that HE would not have a problem with John's lease on life not getting interrupted at this time {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Tue, 9 Feb 2010 07:55:51 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Thank you for the comforting words. Also many thanks for how to "let go" to become serene for John in your last mail. I really appreciate your input.

At the same time having HIS protection is a BIG relief & you there to talk to & to tell you all my worries & get the answers. You are really a wonderful friend E.J.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Wed, 10 Feb 2010 03:00:56 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Today he had an CT (Computerised Tomography) x ray imaging where cross-sections of the body are generated.

To ease the surgery discomfort they gave him an injector device= drops of oxytol ocideo? Had some fever & tired.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Tue, 09 Feb 2010 19:19:11 -0800

->On Wed, 10 Feb 2010 03:00:56 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

Modern medical technology and medications, it is amazing what they can do these days. Doctors do not have to work so hard {8-) 'Back in the day'... many places just had a veterinarian. Whether human or animal, same technology and same medication. And in some cases they both might be in the same recovery room {8-) Imagine waking up with a duck quaking in your ear {8-| And of course it would have to be a wingless duck at that {8-|

->Today he had an CT (Computerised Tomography) x ray imaging where cross-sections of the body are generated. -> ->To ease the surgery discomfort they gave him an injector device= drops of oxytol ocideo? Had some fever & tired.

Thanks for the update.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Wed, 10 Feb 2010 14:36:00 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Thanks for making me laugh till I had tears in my eyes, made me feel relaxed after that!

This morning I left the house for rhe hospital at eleven & came back at nine thirty this evening. So after a good shower & some green tea I'm writing to you to give you some news.

Today, I had to be at the hospital at noon since John is going to have a bypass on Friday, the doctor wanted to let us know what they were going to do on that day.

So for the bypass: They are going to connect the stomach with the small intestines. They said that in the stomach there are muscles that work together (Parastalses? I don't know if I spelt that right since it's all new to me), so that the food can be broken up. Well they said if that functions than he can eat, so that's important for him. I asked why those muscles may not work, he said it depends if there are cancer cells around those muscles than it's not possible. The problem is that the cancer cells are clustering together to finally become compact which they call tumor, then blocks things here & there. So they said if they have enough time, they'll try to take some hardened tumor in the pancreas out. Well ofcourse the best would be that the cancerous cells stop multiplying & die off! That's why I thought that by giving oxygen into his body, the immune system would help fight against bacteria & viruses. They said thhe cancerous cells cannot survive where there is a lot of oxygen. Hopefully, we'll find a way, with all those healers pouring in all those good vibes !

I feel better letting you know the news, for I know you have the direct phone number to HIM !

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Wed, 10 Feb 2010 06:54:55 -0800

->On Wed, 10 Feb 2010 14:36:00 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Thanks for making me laugh till I had tears in my eyes, made me feel relaxed after that!

Laughing is powerful healing energy {8-)

->This morning I left the house for rhe hospital at eleven & came back at nine thirty this evening. So after a good shower & some green tea I'm writing to you to give you some news. -> ->Today, I had to be at the hospital at noon since John is going to have a bypass on Friday, the doctor wanted to let us know what they were going to do on that day. -> ->So for the bypass: They are going to connect the stomach with the small intestines. They said that in the stomach there are muscles that work together (Parastalses? I don't know if I spelt that right since it's all new to me), so that the food can be broken up. Well they said if that functions than he can eat, so that's important for him. I asked why those muscles may not work, he said it depends if there are cancer cells around those muscles than it's not possible. The problem is that the cancer cells are clustering together to finally become compact which they call tumor, then blocks things here & there. So they said if they have enough time, they'll try to take some hardened tumor in the pancreas out. Well ofcourse the best would be that the cancerous cells stop multiplying & die off! That's why I thought that by giving oxygen into his body, the immune system would help fight against bacteria & viruses. They said thhe cancerous cells cannot survive where there is a lot of oxygen.

Yes that helps to understand this bypass thing, thank you.

->Hopefully, we'll find a way, with all those healers pouring in all those good vibes !

Yes a lot of people working for John's complete recovery. And we are hoping that it turns out that way.

->I feel better letting you know the news, for I know you have the direct phone number to HIM !

Everyone has that Direct Number, most have just Forgotten.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Zikr, ej

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Subject: Special Greetings and Salutations to All

From: Scribe <Holidays@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 12 Feb 2010 07:02:14 -0800

Happy Valentine's Day Greetings to All -- You Have Received An Invitation & A Gift Greetings Dear Friends,

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BE Well and Mindful Wonderful Friends, Namaste, Metta, Zikr

As Namaste is to say *may the Divine Essence AS me Embrace the Divine Essence AS you as a Divine Essence of One*, so too Metta is to say *may the Loving Kindness AS me Embrace the Loving Kindness AS you as Loving Kindness of One*, so too Zikr is to say *may the Self Remembering AS me Embrace the Self Remembering AS you as a Self Remembrance of One*. So *may the True Nature AS me Embrace the True Nature AS you as a True Nature of One*. It is in the Inner Embracing of each other that we Realize that we are all cut from the same bolt of cloth yet most do not Realize it yet.

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Subject: (fwd) Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 12 Feb 2010 09:38:05 -0800

On Fri, 12 Feb 2010 16:15:44 +0100 (), Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote:

Greetings E.J,

I tried 4 ou 5 times yesterday & this morning but all my mails were refused & returned cause spam? It's not the first time. So I'm trying on this address.

Today John had his bypass. That seemed to work, but they'll know better when he'll be able to drink in 4 - 5 days. The pancreas they tried to take some tumor (too hard)out but didn't work, they didn''t want to insist, because it was too risky & they tried to put a stent, but that didn't work either. The new medecine that's being injected into him in continuous mode since 3-4 days to shrink the tumor, if that works than that'll be good news says the doctor.

He was in pain with 38.3 C when I left him tonight. Hopefully tomorrow he'll be better.

Hopefully this mail will get to you

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: (fwd) Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 12 Feb 2010 09:48:43 -0800

->On Fri, 12 Feb 2010 16:15:44 +0100 (), you wrote: ->Greetings E.J, -> ->I tried 4 ou 5 times yesterday & this morning but all my mails were refused & returned cause spam? It's not the first time. So I'm trying on this address.

That is so strange. It must be the origination server that the Light Mission server is not recognizing all the time. I say all the time because it seems that some times your mail goes through. You can always send your mail to me while you are in Japan and I can forward it. You were not having this problem in France, hmmmm

->Today John had his bypass. That seemed to work, but they'll know better when he'll be able to drink in 4 - 5 days. The pancreas they tried to take some tumor (too hard)out but didn't work, they didn''t want to insist, because it was too risky & they tried to put a stent, but that didn't work either. The new medecine that's being injected into him in continuous mode since 3-4 days to shrink the tumor, if that works than that'll be good news says the doctor.

We all are hoping for the best.

->He was in pain with 38.3 C when I left him tonight. Hopefully tomorrow he'll be better.

Oh yes it will take a little time to recuperate from any operation. Patience is most like needed in this case because John was not in prime shape when he got the surgery. The recuperation time might be a little longer due to that.

->Hopefully this mail will get to you

Nope, did not make it again {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sat, 13 Feb 2010 16:53:27 -0800

On Sat, 13 Feb 2010 23:04:28 +0100 (CET), Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote:

GREETINGS & Happy St. Valentine E.J.

Sorry to pass through this address, hoping it'll pass, I tried a few times, with the other address, same thing happened return to sender cause spam. Hope it's not bothering your organisation & others?

First I wanteed to thank you for the St. Valentine Gift, what a wonderful surprise! LOVE is the best gift !

Today, I spent much time speaking with John. As I said in my former mail, I spoke to him how important to stay serene. So today, even with aa lot of drugs like pain killer, antibiotics,thing to shrink tumor so to stop it's growth etc....he seemed tobe ok. He told me"Now I'm serene & I must find Enlightenment on my own,& I still have things to do" I was so surprised to hear that, so I made him repeat.

He also asked me to thank you & your healers for all the help.

And a beautiful Happy St. Valentines to you & your Healers. Smack! smack! smack!

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sat, 13 Feb 2010 18:47:02 -0800

->On Sat, 13 Feb 2010 23:04:28 +0100 (), you wrote: ->GREETINGS & Happy St. Valentine E.J.

{8-)

->Sorry to pass through this address, hoping it'll pass, I tried a few times, with the other address, same thing happened return to sender cause spam. Hope it's not bothering your organisation & others?

Whatever will work {8-) I have forwarded your message to the forum.

->First I wanteed to thank you for the St. Valentine Gift, what a wonderful surprise! LOVE is the best gift !

{8-)

->Today, I spent much time speaking with John. As I said in my former mail, I spoke to him how important to stay serene. So today, even with aa lot of drugs like pain killer, antibiotics,thing to shrink tumor so to stop it's growth etc....he seemed tobe ok. ->He told me"Now I'm serene & I must find Enlightenment on my own,& I still have things to do" I was so surprised to hear that, so I made him repeat.

Yes John seems to know the value of staying focused and serene. And he realizes that he must work on himself. I would say he is on track {8-) But waiting until we have time never seems to get anything done.

->He also asked me to thank you & your healers for all the help.

Totally our pleasure to take part.

->And a beautiful Happy St. Valentines to you & your Healers. Smack! smack! smack!

Happy Valentine's Day to you and John and everybody in the world {8-)

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend, ej

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Subject: Update John

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 16:18:26 +0100 (CET)

Greetings E.J,

Today John seems to be ok., though he still has all kinds of tubes around him. He started to walk a bit & shall start to have a little water next Wednesday. If that works, he'll be able to eat. Let's hope for the best.

Namaste,

Simonne

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Subject: Re: Update John

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 07:34:28 -0800

->On Sun, 14 Feb 2010 16:18:26 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Thanks for this great update Simone,

->Today John seems to be ok., though he still has all kinds of tubes around him. He started to walk a bit & shall start to have a little water next Wednesday. If that works, he'll be able to eat. Let's hope for the best.

Hallelujah, Hallelujah, Hallelujah, he is getting there {8-) Time will tell, but it looks like John is taking giant steps in his recovery. Good news!

->Namaste, -> ->Simonne

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Courage.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 09:47:20 -0800

"Confucius was traveling in Kuang and the men of Sung encompassed him with a number of rings of soldiers, but he went on singing to his lute with no hesitation. Tzu Lu went in to see him and said, 'How is it, Master, that you are so contented?'

"'Come!' said Confucius, 'I shall explain to you. For ages I've done my best to avoid difficulties. I have failed, but that's fate. For long time I have tried to be given an appointment. I have not been given one, such are the times. In Yao and Shun's time, there was no one in the whole wide world who had difficulties, but it was not because of knowledge that this happened. In Chieh and Chou's time, no one in the whole wide world succeeded, but this was not as a result of lack of understanding. This was certainly a sign of the times. Those who travel the waters are not afraid of snakes or dragons: this is the courage of fishermen. To travel overland and not to tremble upon meeting rhinoceroses or tigers, this is the courage of hunters. To see swords clash and to regard death as a return, this is the courage of the bold soldier. To know that hardship is part of life, to know that success depends upon the times and to confront great disasters with fortitude, this is the courage of the sage. Be patient, and my fate will then become clear to you.'

"Not long after, the leader of the troops came and humbly said, 'We thought you were Yang Huo and so we surrounded you. Now we know you are not, so we wish to apologize and retreat.'"

From "The Book of Chuang Tzu," Translated by Martin Palmer & Elizabeth Breuilly, p144

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Subject: Re: Courage.....

From: "Rhonda" <maydean@nexicom.net> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 13:12:30 -0500

meaning?? they didn't 'hear' his message?

----- Original Message ----- From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> To: "Let There Be Light -- Always In All Ways" <MissionOfLight-l@Light-Mission.org> Sent: Sunday, February 14, 2010 12:47 PM Subject: Courage.....

> > "Confucius was traveling in Kuang and the men of Sung encompassed him > with a number of rings of soldiers, but he went on singing to his lute > with > no hesitation. Tzu Lu went in to see him and said, 'How is it, Master, > that > you are so contented?' > > "'Come!' said Confucius, 'I shall explain to you. For ages I've done > my best to avoid difficulties. I have failed, but that's fate. For long > time I have tried to be given an appointment. I have not been given one, > such are the times. In Yao and Shun's time, there was no one in the whole > wide world who had difficulties, but it was not because of knowledge that > this happened. In Chieh and Chou's time, no one in the whole wide world > succeeded, but this was not as a result of lack of understanding. This was > certainly a sign of the times. Those who travel the waters are not afraid > of snakes or dragons: this is the courage of fishermen. To travel overland > and not to tremble upon meeting rhinoceroses or tigers, this is the > courage > of hunters. To see swords clash and to regard death as a return, this is > the courage of the bold soldier. To know that hardship is part of life, to > know that success depends upon the times and to confront great disasters > with fortitude, this is the courage of the sage. Be patient, and my fate > will then become clear to you.' > > "Not long after, the leader of the troops came and humbly said, 'We > thought you were Yang Huo and so we surrounded you. Now we know you are > not, so we wish to apologize and retreat.'" > > From "The Book of Chuang Tzu," > Translated by Martin Palmer & Elizabeth Breuilly, p144

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Subject: Re: Courage..... From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 11:42:35 -0800

->On Sun, 14 Feb 2010 13:12:30 -0500, you wrote: -> ->meaning?? they didn't 'hear' his message?

The message was that Confucius was not who they thought he was and that this would be borne out as they investigated the matter more. Confucius had no doubt of this so he was not fearful in the face of an imposing number of soldiers there to arrest him. Tzu Lu seemed to have gotten the message because he indeed did investigate about the identity of the person he was seeking to arrest and found out that Confucius' fate was for Tzu Lu to find out that Confucius was not Yang Huo. So the leader of the troops went to Confucius and told him he was sorry for bothering him with a mistaken identity. It was Confucius' state of calm that made Tzu Lu think that maybe Confucius was not the right man so he investigated further.

The message for us in this story might be that regardless of the danger or seeming fatal problem (like when John first went into the hospital in Japan and Simone went there to be with him, for example), we have to stay focused and serene so we can respond to the situation with clarity. Calm and collected we can address anything, good or bad or indifferent and welcome the proper outcome. No matter if it seems that we are the most unlucky person in the world, the best thing we can do is stay focused and serene and things will turn out for the best.

Thank you for asking. Perhaps someone else got an additional message for us. Surely there are more than just one. All input is welcome {8-)

Be well Dear Friend, Metta, ej

->> "Confucius was traveling in Kuang and the men of Sung encompassed him ->> with a number of rings of soldiers, but he went on singing to his lute ->> with no hesitation. Tzu Lu went in to see him and said, 'How is it, Master, ->> that you are so contented?' ->> ->> "'Come!' said Confucius, 'I shall explain to you. For ages I've done ->> my best to avoid difficulties. I have failed, but that's fate. For long ->> time I have tried to be given an appointment. I have not been given one, ->> such are the times. In Yao and Shun's time, there was no one in the whole ->> wide world who had difficulties, but it was not because of knowledge that ->> this happened. In Chieh and Chou's time, no one in the whole wide world ->> succeeded, but this was not as a result of lack of understanding. This was ->> certainly a sign of the times. Those who travel the waters are not afraid ->> of snakes or dragons: this is the courage of fishermen. To travel overland ->> and not to tremble upon meeting rhinoceroses or tigers, this is the ->> courage of hunters. To see swords clash and to regard death as a return, this is ->> the courage of the bold soldier. To know that hardship is part of life, to ->> know that success depends upon the times and to confront great disasters ->> with fortitude, this is the courage of the sage. Be patient, and my fate ->> will then become clear to you.' ->> ->> "Not long after, the leader of the troops came and humbly said, 'We ->> thought you were Yang Huo and so we surrounded you. Now we know you are ->> not, so we wish to apologize and retreat.'" ->> ->> From "The Book of Chuang Tzu," ->> Translated by Martin Palmer & Elizabeth Breuilly, p144

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Subject: Re: Courage.....

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 15 Feb 2010 04:21:05 +0100 (CET)

Yes, now I understand why you kept on saying that it is important that John stays serene & let go of all his worries & stay concentrated on healing himself. After the bypass, he told me that now he was serene knowing that his surgery went well & the rest will follow.

I also remember eight years ago we were four bringing a yatch from Martinique to Tahiti...2 months sailing, Martinique to Panama canal.Panama C. to Galapagos. Galapagos to Marquesas islands & from there, 3 weeks without touching land to Tahiti. . On the way, in the middle of the night, there was a big storm with thunder& lightening & the waves were like a huge wall. Every two hours one us four had to be outside on the deck (as everynight the job was to stay out & watch in case of any danger). Well it was my turn of watch, the storm was so bad that one of the big fuel (gasoline )barrels exploded & spilled all over the deck & with the lightening, the boat could have caught fire! One of the engines got entied(I caught it on time & tied it back in place) & the engine almost fell over board & I was there as usual singing out loud my mantras during my 2 hours'watch(which I used to do each time I'm alone) imagining that HE was at the steering wheel bringing us safely through. And that's what exactly happened ! One person aboard asked me if I realised the danger, how can I sing? He asked me in what language & I said sanscrit, he asked what language is it? I replied it's like latin for the Christians, when they sing mass in Gregorian as an example, in India their sacred language would be sanscrit. So I said it's like connecting with HIM & be with HIM. Another night watch, I had to move the boat away, because there was a pirate boat coming straight at us. If you go far enough they won't pursue you because then they won't have enough gas to go back to the shore.

So when you said E.J, that when one is in danger to stay quiet, serene & concentrated to see things clearly, now I understand why you said what you did for John's case. He's still not out of danger, but at least he's serene & I can see hope in his eyes. He's positive. We're learning in daily life. That's why we're here for, to finally find Enlightenment! I know that I'm very slow in the learning process, but I know if I'm sincere help will be there & eventually the understanding part will become clear through experience.

Again thank you E.J for continuously guiding us, teaching us through with a firm helping hand.

P.S Hopefully this message will pass through!

Namaste & in Gratitude,

Simone

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Subject: Re: Courage.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 14 Feb 2010 20:39:53 -0800

->On Mon, 15 Feb 2010 04:21:05 +0100 (), you wrote: -> ->Yes, now I understand why you kept on saying that it is important that John stays serene & let go of all his worries & stay concentrated on healing himself. After the bypass, he told me that now he was serene knowing that his surgery went well & the rest will follow.

Yes, the rest will follow. Thank you for this update.

->I also remember eight years ago we were four bringing a yatch from Martinique to Tahiti...2 months sailing, Martinique to Panama canal.Panama C. to Galapagos. Galapagos to Marquesas islands & from there, 3 weeks without touching land to Tahiti. . On the way, in the middle of the night, there was a big storm with thunder& lightening & the waves were like a huge wall. Every two hours one us four had to be outside on the deck (as everynight the job was to stay out & watch in case of any danger). Well it was my turn of watch, the storm was so bad that one of the big fuel (gasoline )barrels exploded & spilled all over the deck & with the lightening, the boat could have caught fire! One of the engines got entied(I caught it on time & tied it back in place) & the engine almost fell over board & I was there as usual singing out loud my mantras during my 2 hours'watch(which I used to do each time I'm alone) imagining that HE was at the steering wheel bringing us safely through. And that's ->what exactly happened ! One person aboard asked me if I realised the danger, how can I sing? He asked me in what language & I said sanscrit, he asked what language is it? I replied it's like latin for the Christians, when they sing mass in Gregorian as an example, in India their sacred language would be sanscrit. So I said it's like connecting with HIM & be with HIM. Another night watch, I had to move the boat away, because there was a pirate boat coming straight at us. If you go far enough they won't pursue you because then they won't have enough gas to go back to the shore.

It works every time {8-) Thanks for sharing this with us.

->So when you said E.J, that when one is in danger to stay quiet, serene & concentrated to see things clearly, now I understand why you said what you did for John's case. He's still not out of danger, but at least he's serene & I can see hope in his eyes. He's positive. We're learning in daily life.

Yes John still has a ways to go, but he is in a good state of mind. It is important to stay positive and focused and as serene as possible.

->That's why we're here for, to finally find Enlightenment! I know that I'm very slow in the learning process, but I know if I'm sincere help will be there & eventually the understanding part will become clear through experience.

Yes we are here to continue unfolding our Enlightenment or Awakening. But there is so much noise and confusion that we forget that we are already Enlightened/Awakened and what we have to do is continue it to a deeper level. And the noise and confusion makes it hard to work on ourselves so we have to stay focused and maintain and certain peace of mind so we can deal with the noise and confusion with some clarity. Once we remember (Zikr - self-remembering) then we just have to stay on track (focused and serene) and everything will naturally follow.

->Again thank you E.J for continuously guiding us, teaching us through with a firm helping hand. -> ->P.S Hopefully this message will pass through!

Yes this is the second one that has gone through. Assuming that you have only sent two {8-)

->Namaste & in Gratitude, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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