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~ May 2010 ~

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Subject: No More Moon.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 02 May 2010 16:48:59 -0700

"In this way and that I have tried to save the old pail, Since the bamboo strip was weakening and about to break, Until at last the bottom fell out. No more water in the pail! No more moon in the water! Emptiness in my hand!"

-- Chiyono, 1223-1298 Japan's first female Zen Master

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Subject: UPDATE..

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 3 May 2010 04:51:46 +0200 (CEST)

Greetings E.J & Sharlene,

Sorry for the long silence, firstly my computor's anti virus system didn't work, my daughter helped put another one through remote control sytem & now it's protected so I can use it again. Secondly, had some worries with John, when I was back home just so tired, fell off to sleep.

Sharlene thanks a lot for your lovely email you sent awhile ago,I really appreciate your input & shall use the info. I answered you but when I sent it out, I don't know why it got deleted. I don't have the courage to re write all what I said.

John is actually quite weak under medical drip & morphine, but he has that fighting spirit so I'm watching out for that "silver linening" as E.J suggested. I Surrender to GOD & ask HIM the best for John.

Namaste & Gratituded to E.J, Sharlene & all the Healers out there!

Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE..

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 02 May 2010 21:36:56 -0700

->On Mon, 3 May 2010 04:51:46 +0200 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J & Sharlene,

Good to hear from you Simone,

->Sorry for the long silence, firstly my computor's anti virus system didn't work, my daughter helped put another one through remote control sytem & now it's protected so I can use it again. Secondly, had some worries with John, when I was back home just so tired, fell off to sleep.

Ah, that explains it {8-)

->Sharlene thanks a lot for your lovely email you sent awhile ago,I really appreciate your input & shall use the info. I answered you but when ->I sent it out, I don't know why it got deleted. I don't have the courage to re write all what I said.

Yes Sharlene does speak from direct experience, so is generally worth reading. She's 'been there' so it comes from the heart to be sure.

->John is actually quite weak under medical drip & morphine, but he has that fighting spirit so I'm watching out for that "silver linening" as E.J suggested. I Surrender to GOD & ask HIM the best for John.

Thanks for the update. Yes perhaps just holding his hand (so to speak) is what he really needs. But as Sharlene indicated in her post, let him guide your actions. Perhaps not only with words but rather just those subtle indications. Perhaps he knows what you are able to do and what you are not able to do, so rather than looking for something to do just be receptive to what he might need. There is always that delicate balance between what we should and should not do. Let the Moment be your guide.

->Namaste & Gratituded to E.J, Sharlene & all the Healers out there! -> ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend ej

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Subject: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 09 May 2010 07:35:33 -0700

On Sun, 9 May 2010 10:20:52 +0200 (), Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote:

Greetings E.J,

John's situation is quite critical & he's constantly in pain so under morphine. he hardly says a word mostly sleeping.

I'm still looking for a silver linning!

Please continue the healing PLEASE

Namaste

Simone

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 09 May 2010 07:57:14 -0700

->On Sun, 09 May 2010 07:35:33 -0700, you wrote: ->On Sun, 9 May 2010 10:20:52 +0200 (), Cyrille ANDRIEU -><cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->John's situation is quite critical & he's constantly in pain so under morphine. he hardly says a word mostly sleeping.

Thanks for the update. Not so good. Our hearts and prayers and healing energy goes out to him. Everyone is doing everything they can. But we would be mistaken if we thought we could control life and death. We can only use the skills we have to help. You have to be strong for everyone involved. Including being strong for yourself. You have to be calm so you can handle anything.

->I'm still looking for a silver linning!

Of course, change what can be changed. But be ready to accept what can not be changed.

->Please continue the healing PLEASE

Goes without saying Dear Friend. Even against all odds, all healers will give their best. Total recovery is the only thing that is acceptable to any healer, but we know that we can only change that which can be changed.

->Namaste -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Mon, 10 May 2010 11:03:50 +0200 (CEST)

Thank you E.J & All the Healers,

I've been staying over night at the hospital since a few nights, so I don't know when I'll write next?

Still looking for a miracle & at the same time accept God's will, though not easy.

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 10 May 2010 06:26:18 -0700

->On Mon, 10 May 2010 11:03:50 +0200 (), you wrote: -> ->Thank you E.J & All the Healers,

Greetings Simone,

->I've been staying over night at the hospital since a few nights, so I don't know when I'll write next?

Okay. Everyone is doing what can be done, both there and here.

->Still looking for a miracle & at the same time accept God's will, though not easy.

I think everyone is looking for a miracle too. We all want everything to work out good, the way we want it to. Fact is that life has its own way of working out whether we like that way or not. To accept the positive side of life we have to accept the negative side too. Life is sort of a package deal like that. Be well and mindful dear Friend.

->Namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 13 May 2010 06:17:34 -0700

On Thu, 13 May 2010 09:18:43 +0200 (CEST), Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote:

Greetings E.J,

John is hanging on strong! Thanks to the Healers. I stay positive & the doctors are like vultures seeking the moment!

I sleep next to him at the hospital, & centered on him.

With Gratitude for your & your healers' continued help

Namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Thu, 13 May 2010 06:28:51 -0700

->On Thu, 13 May 2010 06:17:34 -0700, you wrote: ->On Thu, 13 May 2010 09:18:43 +0200, Cyrille ANDRIEU -><cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->John is hanging on strong! Thanks to the Healers. I stay positive & the doctors are like vultures seeking the moment!

Thank you for the update. I feel that everyone both here and there is putting forth a great effort in the hopes that we can help John.

->I sleep next to him at the hospital, & centered on him.

That in itself has very strong healing power. Very good, keep it up.

->With Gratitude for your & your healers' continued help

Everyone is here for you and John, you can rest assured of that.

->Namaste, ->, ->Simone

Namaste Dear Friend, ej

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Fri, 14 May 2010 08:25:14 +0200 (CEST)

Greetings E.J,

Thank you & your healers for the continued help, I sure appreciate that, his head is clear,utter some sounds that seem words (sounds) to communicate.

namaste,

Simone

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Subject: Re: (fwd) UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 14 May 2010 06:31:55 -0700

->On Fri, 14 May 2010 08:25:14 +0200 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J,

Greetings Simone,

->Thank you & your healers for the continued help, I sure appreciate that, his head is clear,utter some sounds that seem words (sounds) to communicate.

John is being strong, and we all must be strong with him. Our hearts and minds are right there with both of you. Thank you for taking the time to keep us up to date on the situation.

->namaste, -> ->Simone

Namaste, ej

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Subject: UPDATE JOHN

From: Cyrille ANDRIEU <cyrille.simone.andrieu@wanadoo.fr> Date: Sun, 16 May 2010 11:02:46 +0200 (CEST)

Greetings E.J,

John passed away at 4.20 a.m May 15th.

I want to thank you E.J. & all the Healers for all the precious help you sent to my brother John. And also E.J for the moral support & advice which rally was a big help.

Now I'm praying for his soul to go straight towards the LIGHT. May I ask you to help me with this? He was telling me that he was afraid to die. I kept on talking to him, massaging his feet & hands, but I noticed his hands were all crisped up after death.

Well hopefully he'll go quicly & get Peace & Enlightenment, & I would like to meet him again in the next life. I love him so. I always heard that when we love each other, we'll never lose each other.

With GRATITUDE,

Namaste, Simone

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: Sharlene <sharnanda@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 16 May 2010 04:37:58 -0700

Dear Simone,

May peace be with you, John and the rest of the family at this time. He fought a long hard battle with his dis-ease and now he can rest.

Wrapping you in a blanket of healing and calming energy.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings through this process. It was much appreciated and valued.

Would very much like to hear more from you as time goes on.

Sharlene

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Subject: Re: UPDATE JOHN

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Sun, 16 May 2010 07:06:03 -0700

->On Sun, 16 May 2010 11:02:46 +0200 (), you wrote: -> ->Greetings E.J, -> ->John passed away at 4.20 a.m May 15th.

John was fighting an extreme battle with an extreme force. In such battles there does not seem to be any winners. But know that John, the real John, his True Nature, just moved on and did not die at all.

Do not stand there and cry I am not in that Grave I no longer Suffer and there is nothing to Save, I AM those moving clouds that everyone Sees AS the Soft and Gentle Soothing summer breeze.

I AM the very sparkle in the snow drifts of winter And the Potential of the seed as the husks splinter, I AM that summer moonlight that casts its spell And the rejuvenation of the autumn leaves that fell.

What do you think makes all those flowers grow But the very Essence of what I AM yet to Know, I AM the sunlight of every Awakening Dawn And the Urge of God to which we are Drawn.

When you see the spring rain know that it is me So too when you hear a sparrow singing in a tree, I AM the very Eagles of the air as they take flight And the moon you see reflected in a pond at night.

When you look up and see stars in the night sky You are peeking at me so do not wonder why, I AM those planetary comets and the comet's tail NOW I See that all the phenomenal is quite frail.

Every time and every situation is a unique pace So no need to compare with any other time/place, Just carefully Taste the Present as that is enough Because the impermanent past/future is too rough.

So do not cry for me because I AM coming back For I did not really Leave just on another Track, Open your eyes look around see me everywhere So do not cry at some grave side I AM not there.

->I want to thank you E.J. & all the Healers for all the precious help you sent to my brother John. And also E.J for the moral support & advice which rally was a big help.

We will always be here for you Dear Friend. Thank you for sharing a bit of yourself with us. I feel honored that you made us part of your family.

->Now I'm praying for his soul to go straight towards the LIGHT. May I ask you to help me with this? He was telling me that ->he was afraid to die. I kept on talking to him, massaging his feet & hands, but I noticed his hands were all crisped up after death.

Yes we will continue to send healing energy to both you and John to help you both through this difficult and confusing time. I sense John will be fine. I sense a peace that a painful and difficult time is now over..

->Well hopefully he'll go juicily & get Peace & Enlightenment, & I would like to meet him again in the next life. I love him so. I always heard that when we love each other, we'll never lose each other.

Does happen all the time. But he did not really go anywhere. As long as you are with him in your heart he will be with you.

->With GRATITUDE, -> ->Namaste, ->Simone

May peace be with you. Our hearts are with you. Be well and mindful, Parasamgate! Bodhi! Svaha! Namaste, Metta, ej

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Subject: Dissolving Thoughts.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Fri, 21 May 2010 12:19:20 -0700

It has been said: ->I have been reading and gradually taking in the Rays of light.... ->then I realized the cause of my suffering and how my nose gets bent....

Ray does come out with a few good ones now and then {8-)

->This I realize: ->Nothing anyone does or does not do is the cause of my pain and or ->reactions. Only I am and only am I responsible for me. The thought that I had ->enjoined with other thought was the cause, until it was dissolved. Whether ->another responds to me or not, now is of little difference to me or of ->merit...for my true nature is not dual and is not separated and ->therefore not under any attack whatsoever as long as I enjoy the ->neutrality of that silence that has no commentary. I cannot say that I ->am always in this neutrality or without the reflexes of conditioning... ->but I am taking a step or two on this new path of moments ->anew. And when I am not then perhaps I am.

*Deep Bow* Who is to condemn, and who can be condemned, as what can be condemned. There is no *who* or *what* AS the Present Moment, there just IS Eternal Infinite anew Present Moment. AS the Moment one stands in awe AS What-IS. One is speechless, mindless, motionless -- an ever anew Unfolding. We are there but we are not there, as everything is there but nothing is there. I liken the Direct Experience AS this Eternal Infinite Moment to the eyeball, it sees yet it does not know that it sees or even exists -- it just does what is to be done whether it exists or not. THIS is NonDuality. It is the preconceived notion that there is anyone who can do anything of their own accord that makes us *think* there is Duality.

~ Dualism And NonDualism ~

In Separate perceptions Dualists would Say
There is me and you there is another Day,
Yesterday was fine but tomorrow's Better
And if we choose so we can be a Setter.

Scanning the cosmos you waste your Hours
All is present here in this little vessel of Our's,
In this little body of mine with its every Hue
All is here in this little vessel just like in You.

All is there as all is here just a simple Matter
The God of Gods we are many of the Latter,
King of Kings we must be over the Others
The most Beloved one of our very Brothers.

With no Separation NonDualists would Say
There's no me and you the Moment will Stay,
Yesterday's for naught as is tomorrow's Fetter
There is no choice of whether lesser or Better.

Scanning the cosmos can't be wasted Hours
All is Present AS this Moment so Flowers,
In this little body AS every color and Hue
All IS this little vessel as the Totality IS Too.

All IS as all IS here and Now a simple Matter
The God of Gods we ARE there is no Latter,
King of Kings we must BE there is no Others
The most Beloved One is our every Brothers.

You can not get there from here so do not Try
Don't seek judgment and don't wonder Why,
Just let go of your baggage can't go with You
So take up the task to Awaken it's Painful Too.

From the ashes of Two Phoenix One will Arise
And AS that Moment there'll be no Disguise,
All the notions drop when you start to Awaken
From the chaos surely Order can't be Forsaken.

Any comments are welcome. Please speak up {8-)

Metta,
ej

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Subject: Enlightenment.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 24 May 2010 21:29:18 -0700

"The conscious thought 'I must get enlightened' can be as much an impediment as any other which hangs in the mind."

-- Dogen

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Subject: Mankind.....

From: "E.J." <ejLight@Light-Mission.org> Date: Mon, 31 May 2010 19:36:28 -0700

Greetings, it has been said: ->All this recent talk about humanity has got me ->wondering...."Just 'what is' MANKIND? And I suppose to ->answer that one, one must first look at the word MANKIND ->itself. It is obviously composed of two different words ->-- namely "mank" and "ind". What could those words ->possibly mean? I suppose this is why MANKIND remains ->such a mystery !!! <G>

*Deep Bow* Precisely why ManKind remains a mystery to himself, he can not psychoanalytically take himself apart to figure himself out because he has no clue as to what the parts are. A Gestalt for sure, but an organized Gestalt where some of the parts are handy and others are defiling and have to be let go of. But if we can not Recognize the defiling programs from the necessary operating programs, we are just a Gestalt Game played over and over again Seeking for the right combination of parts. True?

Zikr, ej

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